WE LOVE U LOH!

I did not updating my accounts even here in my blog .. this past few  days .. as a shocking news I heard in 26 of  Sept..( morning ..same with our monthsary)..  that my grandfather was Dead .. i can't believe this..seems like yesterday he was very strong yet..then when i heard that news..I can not speak voluntarily but my eyes filled with tears..

 GANTO PALA..SOBRANG SAKIT!! ..KAHIT NA MUKHA AKONG OK..I'M TRYING TO MOVE NORMALLY.. AYOKO KONG IPAKITA SA KANILA NA PATI AKO SOBRANG LUNGKOT... AYOKONG ISIPIN NA WALA NA SI LOLO..DAHIL DEEP INSIDE ANDITO SYA SA PUSO KO..HINDI KO MAKAKALIMUTAN MGA TAWA AT NGITI NYA LALO NA PAG NARIRINIG KO NUN ..

( HINDI AKO MAKAPAG TYPE NG MAAYOS..NAIIYAK NA  NAMAN AKO..!!)  LALO NA HINDI KO KAYANG MAKITA SYA DUN NG NAKAHIGA KAYA HINDI AKO TUMATAMBAY NG MATAGAL DOON SA BUROL NYA..

KAYA AYOKO NG WALANG GINAGAWA..O KAYA WALANG KAUSAP...GUSTO KO IREPRESSED ANG LAHAT NG KALUNGKUTAN AT ANG MATITIRANG ALA-ALA NYA LANG EE YUNG PURO MASASAYA...  

IPAGPPRAY KO NA LANG ANG LAHAT..  

                                     NUNG ANDUN AKO..PATI CAM. NA HAWAK KO UMAATRAS NA KUNAN NG LITRATO..NANGINGINIG KAMAY KOH...HINDI KO KAYA!!

BEING WAITING IS KILLING ME!!

                   

My OJT at school setting is done, so now I'm just waiting for the call of the company ( my second setting) but I'm bored and plenty of time is wasted .. I'm so boring here at home ..i felt killing..i know i don't even have to worry at all but sometimes I feel like I'm losing hope. ..:( ..Job Training alone is hard to find especially the work applies to the company because you sell your own profile to receive..ays  But this is our system so we should just follow it.. But when I graduate I have many ways how to earn and also don't hang as I can just completing study..so now I trying to be productive,and i  also do not let me be lazy in things that i don't like to do..

So while i was waiting I had the chance to have time to myself  like take pictures, attend the practice in the church, read the books, have time visit my friends, take care of my father, and clean our home everyday  ... that's simply what I am doing when I felt bored .. and I'm just reading biblical phrases and recall to listen and sing my favorite song that really eliminates the worry and sadness In me...

YOU CAN LOATHE MY PHOTO'S HERE:

  

 The song I feel mitigating : i wanna share this video and later i will sing it..

 

i WILL SING FOREVER- PHIL. MADRIGAL SINGER

 AS THE DEER

Welcome to September!!

                                                    PHOTO TAKEN: ON SEPT. 04

                        YEA..I KNOW IT'S KINDA LATE TO POST THAT PHOTO..HINDI KO MAKAKALIMUTAN ANG GINHUHIT KO NA STAG BEETLE HABANG INAANTOK AT NAG HIHINTAY SA LIBRARY..MRMING  LUMIPAS NA ARAW NA NAGPAPAALALA SA AKIN ANG MGA MALULUNGKOT AT SAYA NA NARANASAN KO.. MARAMING NANGYARI AT SA IBANG ARAW KO NALANG IPOPOST DITO..SOBRANG BUSY AKO SA SCHOOL, IVE GOT SICKED IN THE SEVERAL DAYS, JOB HUNTING, SOO DEPRESSING AND SOO ON... AT NGAYUN LANG KAMI NAG KAKURYENTE DITO SA BAHAY  EN IM THANKFUL WITH THAT..LALO NA MAS OKEY NAKO NGAUN..:)

                   KAHAPON..(SEPT. 14,) MAAGA AKONG NAGISING AT UMALIS AKO NG BAHAY NA MUKANG BAGONG GISING, WEARING SKINNY JEANS AND BLACK DRESS ON TOP, SO ORDINARY..MAY INASIKASO AKO. KUNG SAN SAN AKO NAKARATING. ALABANG TOWN CENTER, MADRIGAL AVE., LAS PINAS, BALIK NG MUNISIPYO..GRABE PAGOD NUN .AT INABUTAN NA KO NG LUNCH TIME KAYA I DECIDED NA SA  MALL NA LANG AKO MAG ISA KAKAIN..
      NAG PUNTA KONG FESTIVAL MALL KUMAIN AT NAMILI NG CUTE PANTY'S WITH RIBBON AND LACE DESIGN, AT MAY NAKITA PA KONG RING NA CUTE DIN ANG DESIGN LITTLE SPIDER ON MY FINGER.. HABANG NAMIMILI AKO TINGIN NG TINGIN MGA TAO SAKEN HINDI KO ALAM KUNG ANU INIISIP NILA PERU YUN MGA TRIP KONG DESIGN..

HERE: 
                                                                  MY NEW RING

 

CUTE DESIGN MY NEW UNDERWEAR

AT 7PM NA AKO NAKA UWI THEN SUDDENLY I RECEIVE TEXT MEASSAGE FROM MY SPECIAL FRIEND..

   AHAHA NUNG NABASA KO TOH HINDI KO SYA MAINTINDIHAN..HOLDAP? SAN? NUNG NANOOD NA KO NG T.V. BAGO KO MATULOG DUN KO NAREALIZE SINABI NYA SA TEXT..HINDI KO ALAM NA SA HOLDAPAN DIN AKO GALING BUTI NA LANG SA IBANG MALL  LANG AKO MAS NAG GALA..AT TUMAMBAY..VERY TRAGIC NGA NANGYARI DUN NUNG NABALITAAN KO..MAY NAPUTULAN NG PAA DAHIL MAY NAG PA BOMBA PA, MAY ISANG PATAY AT MGA NASUGATAN DOON BUKOD SA BARILAN..DI AKO MAKAPANIWALA TALAGA..NAKAKA AWA ANG MGA NADAMAY..AYS..GRABE NA TALAGA MGA TAO NGAYUN..LET'S PRAY FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO AFFECTED AND MAKE A MESS..:(

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