HOLY WEEK

Holy Thursday..(yesterday)

 - Nasa kwarto lang ako, hindi lumabas ng bahay, may load pero walang gana mag text, ang kasama ko lang ay ang kapatid kong babae at kasambahay namin.. nakakapanibago ng walang ginagawa dahil tapos na ang ojt ko at magpapraktis na lang ng graduation next week, at  laging ganito tuwing holy week tahimik, hindi sya boring kase may kakaibang presensya akong nararamdaman, nagagalak ang puso ko, nasa mood naman ako.. wala akong ibang ginawa kung di buklatin na lang mga notes ko habang kapatid ko naman binabasa yung bible nya at parehas namin inaalala yung mga sinulat namin last year nung nag celebrate kami ng holy week then biglang binuksan ng kasam-bahay namin yung TV at doon ko napasin  hindi lang pala puro drama at kwela ang palabas ngayon, parehas kami ng kapatid ko napalingon dahil  may magagandang mensahe kaming naririnig at excited ako marining lahat.. sayang lang at matatapos na pala iyon pero sobrang na blessed kami sa mga preacher na nag share about God's words .. they touch my heart and i feel the presence of God :) 

                                                                                             (yesterday)

                                 i was wonder bakit 8th word ang title instead na 7th word pero nung si BO Sanchez na ang last preacher i realize the 8th word is ME :)

GOOD FRIDAY - 
           Noon wala akong paki alam sa mga ganitong celebration pero simula ng tinanggap ko sa aking puso si Hesus, i try to put into practice lahat ng ito .. at mag kakaiba man ng pag cecelebrate ng iba nirerespeto ko ang lahat ..at  mabuti na lang din na may mga  ganitong website - HOLY WEEK
para maunawan ng iba kung ano ang holy week,  and This week is napaka importante nito na alalahanin ang lahat..lalo na  it  reminds us of Jesus and his suffering and death and resurrection..
   kami noon last year ay nakinig ng preach ni pastor  at nagkaroon kami ng film showing ang lahat ay imbitado at maraming nanood , ang pinanood namin noon ay The Passion Of the Christ at talagang naluluha ako kapag pinapanood ko yun at mamayang 2pm naman  kami ulit ay aattend ng service at magkakaroon muli ng Film showing wala pa akong idea sa ipapalabas pero excited na ako at sisimulan ko na rin ang pag papasting ko at pag bubulay-bulay ng salita ng Diyos.. 

i know it sounds ridiculous pero ito talaga ang nagpapagaan ng kalooban ko.. at masaya ako na naglilingkod ako sa Diyos at kahit marami akong pagkukulang nakikita ko na araw-araw ay binabago ako ng Diyos.. 

anyway i wanna share this Videos na isa sa mga inspirasyon ko.. at talagang may ikapupulot na aral.. 
  Click this Link - MY INSPIRATIONAL VIDEOS



                        

More fun on March

Hello my blogspot here I am again .. i miss to tell stories here, what I plan, what i made​​, but I did not do before because I still feel the sadness and feeling lost my interest but these latter days ago has many fun events happened,  many good times with friends especially in my OJT site, sometimes don't seem to be end  but there is also bad days and why this happens,  Much I learned and I know everything has a purpose..by now I will not allow to spoil the day that stating fun for me..all events, i will to try to express it here..

                                                               SUMMER is HERE ! 

anyway this Saturday is my rest day and feel the heat so today I wore my tank, skull shape that  I cut at  back, thing that matters this summer :3 I do not buy into the online shop because I could also make this..

                                                      Skull Cut Out back Tank

Much Fun Happened this MARCH:

*March 22- Swimming time in SUBIC with the Hotties ( BFF )

*March 21- Presenting our Case Con. is yez Success ! :) tyamba mga prof. good mood lol.

*March 17-I received a Ferrero Rocher chocolate from my friend :) U'r soo sweet.

*March 18- (Yonan and steven) they slept here at Home :)

*March 13 and 14 - Birthday at the same time farewell party of Mr.ray at RDC 

*i will upload these photo's soon..

                                                 
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                               You Complete my DAY :3 

            

                                               
                                                                                   Photo By: Demimi

2 weeks ago

the hardest thing to accept is that someone you love is gone. you’ll never again get to see their face or their smile, you’ll never again get to hug them tight or tell them how much you love them. you have to live with knowing that while there are over 7 billion people on this planet, they are no longer one of them..

                                                                 R.I.P. Dad Ilove you

I hate myself for not thinking about you everyday. I need to be distracted, if I’m not, I think of you and let my depression take hold of me. And I hate myself even more for letting that happen. I hate that I grew up without you. There’s nothing more that I want than to have you back. I hate that if you came back you wouldn’t even know who I am. I’m a different person without you. I’d be better if you were here. I want you to be proud of me. Yeah, you’ve been gone .. When I think about it, it still hurts just as much as it did the moment I found out you were gone. Your death has taken such a fucking toll on me. I swim in a sea of depression. I sink, Dad. I luckily have some people who realize this and pull me back up eventually. I don’t know how long this can go on for though. I tell myself not to sink. I go weeks with being okay, maybe even happy. And then something hits me and I remember I don’t have you here to fix it. Pa,  I miss you. I love you more than absolutely anybody else in this world.. T_T